yayness...end of term today!! i will miss my friends but i will be happy to avoid homework and school work for the next two weeks ...well today was "frayne day"...the concert was...uh...interesting? na there was a lot of singing, most of which was crap and i mean no offence...just being honest...anyway im not going to meantion names *mutters names under breath* lol but yeh...ummm...i didnt really do much otherwise nothing really to do...its very little kid orrientated...OH and i have to say how appalled i am by the amount of emos in our school...its just not cool...it looks so stupid on chicks...i can live with the guys (just) but girls who walk around with AFI and system of a down shirts (i like those bands but i would never wear a shirt with their name on it)...its just stupid...they seriously look so dumb and tryhard cause their emo-ness is only skin deep...hardly any of them actually act emo and wear emo make up...oh well enough of my complaining

yess...things seem to have cleared up with my friends...they are all talking to me and i am actually...like...nearly happy. but there are some people i will just never understand...but i have learnt in the last few months thats sometimes you have to let things go because if you hold onto everything then you will end up regretting it...or going around in circles not knowing what to do about the situation that your mind has made worse for you. and also, sometimes people say things they dont mean...or they come out the wrong way...so no matter how hurtful it is, there is always a reason why someone said it...or at least their side of the story. so i have learnt quite a bit in the past few months about letting things go and moving on...and forgiving and trusting people again even though they hurt you so bad and you feel like they shouldn't have that second chance...everyone deserves to have their side heard, or be forgiven for a comment or mistake they said or made, and just because you have forgiven someone doesnt mean things are all good again...otherwise you are both in denial, trust takes time, so does forgiveness

oh well that's it for me

love gab